Saturday, March 1, 2008

Yesterday

This post made a group member felt uncomfortable. Also created some conflict because of the language I used :(

DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE NOT INTERESTED

About yesterday..

Was supposed to meet up with TY at 10.30am to do a little more filming, some sort of to compensate the day before being not productive. Said we would meet if we could wake up.

Reached school on time. Talked with Gina a little, while watching her group members reach one by one.

Then went to the classroom. Waited till about 11? Sent TY a message. Continued waiting for a little while more, called her. No reply. Soon after, she messaged and said she just woke up and that she'll be rushing over. Er, ya, what else could I do other than wait?

The other two group members had morning class.. So I thought they'd come over at 12pm or 12 something? Waited... but not a single person came into the room, after Wendy and her group left that is.. At 12 something, Vivien gave a call, saying that she's upstairs doing her MMFund assignment that has to be passed up on Tuesday. She asked if I wanted to come up. I said no.

Waited till about 1.30pm. Before that, finally got fed up so I texted TY, asking what's taking her so long? Like, I mean, didn't she say she'll be RUSHING OVER?? She replied, reaching.. going to help Vivien with her work. I was like, WTF? I'm here waiting and you're going up to help Vivien. So ya, took a walk near class.

Aaron messaged, asking where I am. Replied, asked him the same thing. Then he asked what was I doing. ....Shouldn't he be answering me first? =_=So I didn't bother replying. Soon, saw him. Followed by Vivien and TY behind, just a few steps away?

Gathered in the classroom. Felt pissed, somehow. Didn't want to see their faces. So I walked out. Saw Joel, Gina, and her group. Spent some time with them, then, back to work with groupmates. SORRY I WASTED YOUR TIME ... but I didn't really give a damn at that time.

Ah well.. Anyway, It was the day when I realised hugging was..quite a thing... Thanks Jen and Gina. and the day when I actually liked the way a lecturer treated his students...

Not to rant much but people said I should tell them, even a groupmate said that? So, that was how I felt the other day. I am pretty calm now. Blablabla... Maybe I was too sensitive, maybe I was kind of stressed, maybe it's my fault. But from my point of view, I didn't think it was.

er...this post is...some sort of..too late...but...just...to...let you know=.=. I am feeling okay now!

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